I'm pissed. I want to say something stupid, do something stupid. Maybe do something a little self-destructive. I'm so angry that I feel the way I do right now. I need something to do.

Or maybe the pill is just fucking up my emotions.

All I want is some reassurance. I need to know that I'm important, that I'm wanted. And I need it to be said loud and clear to my face because I won't understand anything less than that. I need something.