It's fine to joke about how I'm "spoiled," but if anyone showed even a small sign of honestly believing that--I'd have some ass-kicking to do.  My parents only pay for my medical and car insurance, which is something most people my age in college can't say. If I like to spoil myself with my self-earned money, then fine, call me spoiled. But it's my freaking money that I earn, scholarship and internship.

And I may be lazy at my internship, but the people who point that out don't know half as much as I do about programming >[. I'd like to see them figure out C++, Qt, and VTK in a week.

Now that that's out, I'm back to feeling the absolute joy of life mentioned in my previous post :D. 

Life feels so full. I don't feel the need to say the words so urgently anymore. It feels like it's being said without words. And it fills me up with so much warmth to know it's shared.

I need to get more motivated with this school stuff. Ruh roh, guys.