I'm getting super antsy. It's been too long since the last time I've done wushu. Final exams week is making me go bat-shit crazy. I think I have to go to the gym tomorrow just to get this restlessness out of my system, or I will go insane. All I can think about is what I need to do in order to get into shape and start working on my wushu. I feel incredibly unsatisfied and I want to do something about it. Too bad I need sit my ass down and focus on my last exam and then the MCAT. Need to crush that shit so I don't have to worry about anything for a year and just work on wushu...

I NEED TO GET MY HEAD ON STRAIGHT. SLAP SOME SENSE INTO ME.

Hope you know that I'm never letting you go. You are the only person I need, and the only person I would do anything for. I want you everyday and every moment because you make me so brilliantly happy. You are my comfort and my warmth--you are my happiness. I just want to treasure you for the rest of my life.