The giant teddy bear helps a lot during the nights you aren't here <3

You make me so happy, it's ridiculous. 

More and more, I'm glad I decided to delay my medical school applications by a year. I didn't realize it at the time, but I needed a year off for wushu. I feel like I keep speculating about my potential but have yet to prove anything to myself. I need to know how far I can go, and I hope that after I graduate (and take the MCAT again), I'll finally have the chance to find out.

Though, if I don't get into any medical schools, I'll have even more time for wushu. Haha...

It's getting harder and harder to muster the motivation to do work. Senioritis is full blown and the only thing I want to do all day is think about wushu and honeybunny. The capstone project is just a big, painful thorn in my ass. I need to graduate faster please. I'm starting to care less and less about getting a 4.0 this semester. Give me B's, I don't give a damn.

I want a vacation. I want to be a bum.