Every part of me wants to say it. I want to say it so much. I want to tell him those three words. 

Oh sweet jeezus, I'm going to get eaten alive at collegiates. Especially since it's in Oregon, I'm guessing we might get a lot more California competitors... I'm so not ready for advanced straight sword. I'm gonna get rocked hard. Rooooar.

Sometimes, I am just so unsure of the way you feel. And tonight, I wanted you to stay with me.